THAT guy

if you're a girl you probably know or have known THAT guy at one point or another in your life. and if youre a guy you've probably known THAT girl...

hes THAT guy. you know. THAT guy you never thought you'd have. the guy you drool over, but never actually think you'll talk to. the guy thats so good looking that he makes you feel insufficient and insecure just being around him. and then he talks to you. and you think theres no way this guy could actually like you. and then he does. and then hes wonderful. when youre with him or talk about him or even think about him your knees buckle, your palms sweat, you have butterflies in your stomach and you feel like your 16 years old. hes THAT guy that makes you wanna feel that way about someone forever. and then he makes you feel like a million bucks because hes THAT guy that you never thought you could have and then you have him. or so you think. and then you blink and realize you never had him at all. and youre back to that insufficient lowly girl you were before he ever gave you the time of day.

hes THAT guy you wish you could hate. you see him after youre back to lowly insufficient girl and after all the things you had planned out in your mind of what you would do (kick him) or say (bleep you) all you can do is smile and laugh and sit and listen and wonder how the hell youre still wondering.

hes THAT guy that makes you play back in your mind every little detail of what you did or could have done or said differently. maybe if i had done this or brushed him off or played games or this that and the other then maybe, just maybe, things would be different.

and for once i could be the girl that gets THAT guy and keeps him.

hes THAT guy that your friends tell you not to believe. hes THAT guy that you cant trust because youre convinced hes so good looking that he has girls throwing themselves at him. hes THAT guy that you want to believe. you want so badly to believe every word he says even when it makes no sense at all. because for just once you want to believe that someone is telling you the truth. and that you shouldnt have to read into every word the guy you like says.

hes THAT guy thats married to some gorgeous super down to earth, low key, wonderful girl and you wonder how she did it.

hes THAT guy that pushes you to be better. that makes you strive to do more, and be more and show that you deserve THAT guy. and he deserves you.




or maybe, world wide web, maybe hes just an asshole