naivety

Okay...i have figured out what it is about being optimistic that is hard for me. i feel like optimism is right up there with naivety. and unfortunately for me i feel i have spent a large majority of my 23 years being naive.

	naïveté
	to be unaware, uneducated. lacking experience with everyday life. Natural or artless simplicity. Pure, unknowing, uninformed; stupidly innocent. usually applies to lacking wisdom with lesser age.

knowledge is power? or ignorance is bliss?

i will say i can remember playing a game with friends in september 2009 and i know i answered that question with ignorance is bliss.

what an idiot.

i mean i still agree. ignorance is much more blissful. but can one live with their head in the clouds? always believing other people? and continuing to get knocked down? its a fine line between having your guard up so much that you never let anyone in and being too naive and maybe -optimistic- to think they could pleasantly surprise you. you cant be so naive to ignore the things that are right in front of your face(book) right?


hmmm...

My friend Brttany said to me the other day "Its a crazy rollercoaster of a life we live in!"

it sure is, world wide web.